My Diary #June2'2012

Have you feel something like......emm, confused? or...no I think it's not about confusing. Like, you don't believe that you do that or you are there.
about last few days, I feel like that. I believe that I didn't break up with my boyfriend, or I believe that I still love him and he still loves me. Actually I don't know what kind of situation it is.
I still remember that three days ago I feel so sleepy but I can't sleep. maybe you could say that I was insomnia? no, insomnia is a disease I think. but, that was not. it was like I was thinking about something that doesn't have an ending. it's very complicated until I couldn't translate what was it.

yeah, I want to tell the truth that maybe I still put my love in my ex, maybe just a little, yeaa, a little... I know that he has had a new one. but, you know, my heart still screams that "he still loves you, what he does just for a status." and it screams EVERYDAY! what do you think? will I be a crazy person because of love? -__- it sounds not good. I want to move on.... I want to change this situation, I want to find a better one. T.T

when there is a person that said love to me, I just become a confused person, I was just like never want to give my love to anyone except my ex. I'm not sure if this situation can be better. Now I just like war myself.

what do you think?



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